This might be just another typical Friday night where I chose not to go anywhere; but just stay at home. I sit crossed legs on the swing outside my house with my laptop spread open on my lap. And filled the silence with songs I can't help but sing along with it as it is playing on my laptop. Then I tilt my head to the sky and see stars twinkling above me, and then I thought maybe they are also looking down at us in wonder with their arms behind their heads. This is the time where I would just sit on the swing with my laptop on my lap and without logging in my msn etc. Ignoring those complimentary chat from Facebook and not giving them a second thought. Just me spilling out my thoughts on blogspot.com.
I feel the side of my cheek lifting into a smile as I am breathing in the July night air while the thought of my upcoming trip to Singapore. I can almost see myself walking on Orchard Road, seeing new things, discovering a city that I am not familiar with, holding bag after bag of shopping bags filled with satisfaction and happiness.I really like the feeling of opening my wardrobe and see there are plenty of clothes waiting for me to put them on. I just hate it when you finally won the battle with the cold water hitting on the surface of your skin and step out of the bathroom, open your wardrobe and find my clothes ' disappear' out of blue. I mean, CLOTHES. JUST. DON'T. RUN. AWAY. LIKE.THAT!
I also find myself making trips to the hospital to visit my grandpa. Hospital is a place where I always see doctors wearing a grim expression on their face and sometimes I really wonder what is going on their mind. Every time I am waiting for the lift, I would see nurses approach us with a smile on their face; then I try to put myself in their shoes and walk a mile and made a conclusion that I would not like the thought of facing the unhappy patient or a patient left the world with his/her family members crying. When I finally arrived my grandpa's ward, I can see him greet us with a smile and his toothless grin always find itself a way to make me smile back. Sometimes, we would share his dinner together and talk about anything and everything. The part that I secretly enjoy doing the most is reading the nurse report. It's like reading and knowing what grandpa daily activities LOL. The other part that I enjoy doing in the hospital is wishing the lift won't stop at every floor but to reach fifth floor instantly.
It's unhealthy how I am still very much awake at this moment; but I just can't stop thinking about the boyfriend that is on his journey to Malacca, supposed to be there with him at this right moment but nah, I have more interesting weekend with my favorite people. Plus, I will be going there next week with him, so I guess it's fine after all. Two hours had passed but I can still feel the moment of him giving me kiss goodbye outside my house before he starts his journey freshly playing in my mind. Okay, I shall stop talking about the boyfriend here.
Eating ice cream with my family, catching up with each other life, laughing with my favourite people, watching tv , doing house chores, watching the moon lit up in the sky while the sound of the night breeze blowing the leaves , missing my dad that is at Dubai, thinking about what grandpa would probably doing at this moment, etc. It's not a bad Friday night after all.
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