EMO

I have been staring at this blank screen for some time but I don't know what to type. It's one of the moment where I have too many thought drifting in my mind but I have no idea where to start.

How can I escape from the demons in my head?

And it's hard to pretend that you're okay.

I'm trying to sleep, but the voices in my head are too loud, and I'm remembering all these things that I've done. So I turn to my side and face the wall, and breathe slowly. Close my eyes, open them, close them once more. I see fats everywhere, and I failed to burn them away but having them more and more. Now, I know I won't be able to sleep. I suppose this is why most people are insomniacs; the voices won't go away (FATS), the memories keep coming back  (the food that I had) and people haunt them in the darkness of the night. I turn the lights on, sit in the edge of my bed, on my laptop, facing the laptop and cry. Just a little bit, just to make it easier to breathe. Turn off the lights off and try to sleep again, but I failed. It's going to be a long night. Can't wait for the new day where I start serious diet and be slim. I can do this.