Just Jialin

Memories

2011-05-21T06:05:00.002+08:00

Love those random memories that make me smile no matter what is going on in my life.

Year 2011

2011-05-21T05:04:00.001+08:00

It's been awhile since I last come here and blog. It's 4 in the morning, the blogging mood just strikes me and since I am still widely awake, why not? If you've notice any different on my blog, yes/no? The answer is probably no for you but the right answer is Yes. I just changed the 5 pictures of my blog header. *bigwidesmile.

From this

To this.

Well, those are just the temporary one, so bear with me.
So, hmmm..where shall I start now, since it's been awhile since I last blog. A little update of myself perhaps? Life is great, ain't complaining about it because I've learned to live my life with I got, always be grateful.

The very very first thing that I would love to share with you guys is..I've got a job. A job that I've been always wanted, dreamed about, and finally it came true. One of the achievement that I've achieved this year. A wedding planner. *bigwidesmile.

You know? I am always the type of girl that always believed in fairytales, happy endings do happen in real life, dreams do come true, love does exist and so on and so on. Thus one of the best things in my life is seeing people smiling, knowing that you put it there.

To the couple out there, you won't be wrong to have me as your wedding planner because I can assure you that I will give you a wonderful weddings, and for guys, you won't want to miss this chance to have me because with my existence, I can give your girl a remarkable yet wonderful proposal.

Guess that's all for now. Got a little sleepy, shall continue it on the coming post. Have a good day! :)

Random thoughts

2010-12-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

Sometimes a photo really can shout a thousand words into your body, your soul even if it has nothing to do with anything or anybody you know—it can still break your heart all because it has that one significant thing in it that does remind you of that something, of that someone that it has absolutely nothing to do about and all of a sudden, everything, all of it, comes flooding back, as if it never left your skin at all.

Don't think

2010-12-05T06:14:00.000+08:00

Don’t think too much. That makes you believe you have more choices than you do.
Then your mind becomes confused.

Never give up.

2010-11-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

When you’re a little kid, you’re a little bit of everything. Artist, scientist, athlete, scholar… Sometimes it seems like growing up is the process of giving those things up. One by one. I guess we all have one thing we regret giving up. One thing we really miss that we gave up because we were too lazy or, we couldn’t stick it out or, because we were afraid. But right at this moment, I'm glad. I am glad that everything I want to do is getting nearer and nearer to me, all I have to do is continue having faith and be determine enough to make it real. I can do this. Yeah!

Life

2010-09-21T23:32:00.001+08:00

Never ever reach a point in life where you regret something just because you thought it was a mistake.
Remember : Once upon a time, it made you smile.

Family

2010-09-17T03:05:00.000+08:00

Dad is back last Friday and ever since then the whole family had been going out together. And this felt so good because it's a raya season and everyone is having their holidays.

We had a lot of good times together: Dad would hint us that he wants 24 grandchildren in the future while my sisters and I exchanged worried glances with each other. The car was filled with conversations and laughter every time we are on our way going out for dinner. Sometimes my sisters and I even stay up late just to catch another episode of soap opera that we managed to download from the web and ended up sleeping till noon the next day.

All these pulled a smile on my face but nothing beats the time we'll be sitting under the open night sky while sipping on Whiskey. Though sometimes my hand felt numb from holding the cold whiskey for too long, but all the conversations we made was worth the pain. When we got bored of all the talking and drinking, I'll take out the camera and take picture of us, wishing the moment could last forever.

:)

2010-09-10T22:32:00.003+08:00

Never get tired of doing little things for others. For sometimes, those little thing occupy the biggest part of their heart.

So make good memories today, and you will have a good past in the future.

Selamat Hari Raya to all my beloved Muslim friends and a Happy Holiday to everyone.

Thoughts

2010-09-06T05:02:00.001+08:00

In the world that we live in, everything is at sake and nothing is guaranteed. one can get away with anything, one can do anything. promises may be broken, promises may be kept. no one knows what one day may hold. no one knows when their time or when someone else’s time may be up. and that is why life is so confusing, that is why so many of us have no idea what is going on. that is why so many of us wake up in the morning with a battle to face, that is why so many of us just don’t care. why so many of us have always cared, why we give up. why we don’t stop trying. it’s why we do anything, this world. this crazy, chaotic, sometimes beautiful but never calm world that we all live in. it’s such a weird twist, living that is. it’s something that all of us do everyday yet at the same time none of us really understand it but just keep moving forward.

Life can be wildly tragic at times, and I've had my share. but whatever happens to you, you have to keep a slightly comic attitude. In the final analysis, you have got not to forget to laugh.

The book of life.

2010-09-02T05:24:00.000+08:00

There are those who say that life is like a book, with chapters for each event in your life and a limited number of pages on which you can spend your time, but I prefer to think that a book is like a life, particularly a good one, which is well worth staying up all night to finish.

EMO

2010-09-02T02:54:00.002+08:00

I have been staring at this blank screen for some time but I don't know what to type. It's one of the moment where I have too many thought drifting in my mind but I have no idea where to start.

How can I escape from the demons in my head?

And it's hard to pretend that you're okay.

I'm trying to sleep, but the voices in my head are too loud, and I'm remembering all these things that I've done. So I turn to my side and face the wall, and breathe slowly. Close my eyes, open them, close them once more. I see fats everywhere, and I failed to burn them away but having them more and more. Now, I know I won't be able to sleep. I suppose this is why most people are insomniacs; the voices won't go away (FATS), the memories keep coming back (the food that I had) and people haunt them in the darkness of the night. I turn the lights on, sit in the edge of my bed, on my laptop, facing the laptop and cry. Just a little bit, just to make it easier to breathe. Turn off the lights off and try to sleep again, but I failed. It's going to be a long night. Can't wait for the new day where I start serious diet and be slim. I can do this.

Thoughts

2010-08-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

We are so quick to judge and point our fingers at others, yet never do we stop to self-reflect and accept a part in the blame.

We are influenced by opinions of others.
We are moulded by the world which surrounds us.
However, regardless, we are in control of our actions.
Yes, society has standards and regulations but we are never required to abide by them.
Yes, there are consequences, but still, we have the option to disobey, to act on our own free will.
But do not fear mistakes.

It is through acceptance of our imperfections and the experience of our missteps that we grow and learn, so that the act we decide to perform next time, is one we can feel proud of.

random thoughts

2010-08-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it’s going to be okay. When you’re hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there’s those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can’t be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. Life is good.

Plan

2010-08-16T03:20:00.000+08:00

No matter how many plans we make or steps we follow, we never know how our day is going to end up. We'd prefer to know, of course, what curve-balls will be thrown our way. It's the accidents that always turn out to be the most interesting parts of our day, the people we never expected to show up, a turn of events we never would have chose for ourselves. All of a sudden you find yourself somewhere you never expected to be and its nice, or it takes some getting used to. Still, maybe you'll find yourself appreciating it somewhere down the line. So you go to sleep each night thinking about tomorrow, going over your plans, preparing for them, and hoping that whatever accidents come your way will be happy ones.

The Friday's thought.

2010-07-31T03:26:00.000+08:00

This might be just another typical Friday night where I chose not to go anywhere; but just stay at home. I sit crossed legs on the swing outside my house with my laptop spread open on my lap. And filled the silence with songs I can't help but sing along with it as it is playing on my laptop. Then I tilt my head to the sky and see stars twinkling above me, and then I thought maybe they are also looking down at us in wonder with their arms behind their heads. This is the time where I would just sit on the swing with my laptop on my lap and without logging in my msn etc. Ignoring those complimentary chat from Facebook and not giving them a second thought. Just me spilling out my thoughts on blogspot.com.

I feel the side of my cheek lifting into a smile as I am breathing in the July night air while the thought of my upcoming trip to Singapore. I can almost see myself walking on Orchard Road, seeing new things, discovering a city that I am not familiar with, holding bag after bag of shopping bags filled with satisfaction and happiness.I really like the feeling of opening my wardrobe and see there are plenty of clothes waiting for me to put them on. I just hate it when you finally won the battle with the cold water hitting on the surface of your skin and step out of the bathroom, open your wardrobe and find my clothes ' disappear' out of blue. I mean, CLOTHES. JUST. DON'T. RUN. AWAY. LIKE.THAT!

I also find myself making trips to the hospital to visit my grandpa. Hospital is a place where I always see doctors wearing a grim expression on their face and sometimes I really wonder what is going on their mind. Every time I am waiting for the lift, I would see nurses approach us with a smile on their face; then I try to put myself in their shoes and walk a mile and made a conclusion that I would not like the thought of facing the unhappy patient or a patient left the world with his/her family members crying. When I finally arrived my grandpa's ward, I can see him greet us with a smile and his toothless grin always find itself a way to make me smile back. Sometimes, we would share his dinner together and talk about anything and everything. The part that I secretly enjoy doing the most is reading the nurse report. It's like reading and knowing what grandpa daily activities LOL. The other part that I enjoy doing in the hospital is wishing the lift won't stop at every floor but to reach fifth floor instantly.

It's unhealthy how I am still very much awake at this moment; but I just can't stop thinking about the boyfriend that is on his journey to Malacca, supposed to be there with him at this right moment but nah, I have more interesting weekend with my favorite people. Plus, I will be going there next week with him, so I guess it's fine after all. Two hours had passed but I can still feel the moment of him giving me kiss goodbye outside my house before he starts his journey freshly playing in my mind. Okay, I shall stop talking about the boyfriend here.

Eating ice cream with my family, catching up with each other life, laughing with my favourite people, watching tv , doing house chores, watching the moon lit up in the sky while the sound of the night breeze blowing the leaves , missing my dad that is at Dubai, thinking about what grandpa would probably doing at this moment, etc. It's not a bad Friday night after all.

Sometimes when things became complicated.

2010-07-14T01:09:00.001+08:00

You start out life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later, there comes a time when you look back at where you have been and wonder who you really are.

Then again, often we find ourselves moving on, but wanting to go backwards in time. We find comfort in what we’ve done in the past, and although we’re enjoying the present, we can’t stop thinking about how amazing the past was and how much we’d give to be able to go back. We want to make the best of now, but we just can’t seem to let go of the past. I guess looking back on the past is okay, but we should never live in the past. Always make the best of today, because someday, today will become part of your past too.

People say that many things in life never last. But the truth is, you never lose these things till you let them. Life is about making choices; hanging on, holding back, and letting go. Things do last, but only if you and the people involved make the choice to make it so.

Recent shoutout.

2010-06-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

Life have been really busy and lovely lately. All I can say is I am absolutely happy with everything I have now. Lovesssss.

...

2010-06-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

I hate those moments when you have so much to say but at the same time you’re completely speechless.
So, urm......
That's all for now. Good Day, people!
Byeee

Life

2010-06-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don't notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has.People you thought were going to be there forever aren't and people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life make little sense, and the more we grow, the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is going to be memories.

Aim for Target.

2010-06-05T10:50:00.000+08:00

Do not pray for an easy life. Pray for the strength to endure a difficult one.

Have faith, In faith, there is enough light for those who want to believe and enough shadows to blind those who don't.

You can do this. Be strong. x

Dreams.

2010-06-04T09:46:00.002+08:00

I often miss the little girl whose dreams had no barriers, no fears, who believed in a world where anything is possible, with a heart that was full and filled with hopes. To me, there's no such thing as a grown up. We move on, we move out, we move away from our families and form our own, but the basic insecurities, the basic fears and all those old wounds just grow up with us. We get bigger, we get taller, we get older, but for the most part, we're still a bunch of kids running around the playground trying desperately to fit in.

Sometimes, I would love to blame Disney, for making me believe that I can have my Prince Charming, believe that one day I am going to be saved, that one day, one boy is going to come and change my whole lives around in the most perfect way. In the movies, there's no 'other woman', there's no deception. There's just happy ending, conditions and circumstances don't apply.

When I was a little girl, I love to read Peter Pan when I am not happy, and secretly hope that Peter Pan will come and find me and bring me to Neverland. Fly whenever I want, have fun with the cute seven little dwarfs, swimming under the sea, no worries, no cares, just me and maybe along with my Prince Charming and live happily ever after.

Do you ever have a dream guy or dream girl that you desired in heart since young? I do.

and yes, that's my Prince Charming.

My Prince Charming is someone who is tall. muscular, good looking, brown medium length hair, non Chinese (too much fairy tales), kind hearted and gentleman-like, with only an occasional tendency to be hot-tempered (which I found it cute), romantic, sporty, can cook ( I like good food),someone who is a little brooding, read with me,and someone I can have good conversation with, a good fight, someone who will always keep me guessing and make me laugh.

( Silent, lost words.)

But I guess I prefer the reality more although sometimes it sucks. Reality made me a stronger,better person, I guess. A girl that filled with insecurities and fears but keep staying optimistic and try her very best to learn how to trust everyone, be grateful, have faith and believe everything will be fine because it just will.

Good day.

Humpty dumpty

2010-06-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

Today, I slipped and fall at the same place again, but it is getting worse this time. Sprained on my neck and my right thigh, my left foot and headache on top, left side of my head. Everything goes blank once I fall. At that moment, my feelings was very complicated, feel like crying, feel like laughing at myself for falling down, feel like asking for help but I was alone, feel like puking, the fall just made me feel so dizzy and uncomfortable because I fall with my head reaching the floor first. How wonderful.

Forced myself to get up and rest on the bed. The feeling of lying on the bed, with the comfy pillows and hugging the teddy bears is just so bliss although the pain and the feeling of puking is still there. Messaged love before I shut my eyes and rest ( you know, just in case what if I suddenly just pass away like that).

Picture taken while lying on the bed ( I thought I was going to die that time, feeling blank, dizzy, puking and uncomfortable, so yea just in case ).

But I'm glad that everything is fine now although my neck is still in pain and having major headache still.

P.S: I never slip and fall at the same place before and now I finally does, unexpectedly. Well done!

:)

2010-05-27T04:18:00.000+08:00

Never dwell on the past and don’t allow the future to scare you, because it will crush the happiness of your present and at this moment, I am happy.

Read my tumblr instead. Good Day.

Happy. :)

2010-05-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

Every girl deserves two things, a smile and a guy who inspires it.

craps

2010-05-17T12:56:00.000+08:00

I'm a lover and a fighter. I get angry easily on things I care and love the most but I'm working on it. At times, I think too much because I am afraid, afraid of not being enough but I get my things done. I have a weakness for sweet talkers but I'm learning and enforcing my boundaries. I don't let many people in, but once they're in, they're there forever. I'm strong and independent and I've been broken, but never shattered.

There are some things in life that don't go the way you want them or the way you think they should, but you can't dwell on these because you'll miss out on other opportunities. Don't give up one something just because you don't think things will work, you won't know unless you give it a try. But don't hold onto something that left a long time ago, because sooner or later you'll realize somethings just aren't meant to be.

People are unreasonable, illogical and self centered. Love them anyway. If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Do good anyway. If you're successful, you will win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallness mind. Think big anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People really need help but may attack if you help them. Help people anyway. Give the world the best you have and you might get hurt. Give the world the best you've got anyway. -Mother Teresa.

What to blog?

2010-05-15T06:15:00.003+08:00

SERIOUSLY, I have no idea what to blog about.

I mean, I used to be a person who blog almost everyday and now, it seems like I only blog once in a blue moon.

Life is getting more and more interesting now and then, am loving it more and more.

So, what shall I blog?

Should I just blog like normal typical blogger on how is their day? and let everyone know how is my day was.

I guess not because I prefer to do that on Facebook.

Shall I blog about how is my Chinese New Year?

There will be few long posts if I really want to blog about it but guess not although it was really interesting and fun.

Shall I be a tour guide and write about my holiday at Dubai?

Weeks staying at Dubai was really good, loving it and definitely miss those time.

Few long posts about it as well but guess not.

Shall I blog about places I've been went lately, like Singapore, etc?

Guess not because other blogger have probably blog about it for 365736583 times, and me blogging about it is a BIG No No because I want to be different.

Shall I blog about shopping and show you what have I bought lately and stuff?

Nah!

Shall I blog about my every outing, yumcha, food review, movie review?

Nah!

Shall I blog about my life with my pet although our relationship is kind of complicated?

She is the most active, friendly, playful and naughty black Labrador I ever seen, I swear.

But guess not, because she is not that cute compare to other breed like Poodle.

Shall I blog about my life with my lovely siblings although my brother is missing in the picture?

Love them more than anything else in the world.

But nah. Go and read their blog instead. Younger sister. Youngest sister.

Shall I blog about my bff and let YOU know who is my best friend and how sweet, wonderful and important they are to me?

I hardly write about my friends. To me, friends come and go like a season. They are arranged in our loves for good reason. I love my friends, serious.

My friend shares good times and helps me out by listening during the bad times.Make me laugh when I don't feel like to. Make me talk like there is no tomorrow. Accompany me when I am alone, etc.

I really enjoy every moment with my friends, no matter it is in a group or just two of us. It feels really good.

Chilling, Heart to Heart Talk, doing crazy stuff together, etc.

Friends are like stars... you don't always see them, but you know they're always there.

I can't tell you who is my bff because I would like to keep it in my heart, telling the public who are they sounds fake. Ok, done.

Shall I blog about my love life? On how happy am I be with him, etc?

Guess not because my dad will most probably complain saying me abandon studies and go crazy on love, etc.

People starting to ignore me because all my post will be very corny and cheesy and perhaps saying me showing off, etc.

And blogging about my studies sucks big time because it was really boring and no point telling people how stress you are because what they really care is your result and when are you going to graduate.

Sigh, the conclusion is. I have nothing to blog about and probably I shall just quit blogging.

Random is fun

2010-04-25T02:33:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I love to random things to brighten up my day.

Random and being spontaneously is fun. Don't you think so?

Sometimes, I like to watch some comedy and make myself laugh as loud as I could.

Sometimes, I like to watch some heart breaking movie or video to make myself cry my lung out.

Sometimes, I like to listen to some random songs and sing like nobody business.

Sometimes, I like to disturb people surrounding me.

Sometimes, I like being annoying.

Sometimes, I like to send random message to my love or friends.

Sometimes, I like to keep on exercise and sweat and sweat and sweat.

Sometimes, I would love to get myself a drink and enjoy.

Sometimes, I would love to just chill with some good friends and shave some good laugh.

Sometimes, I would love to shop till I drop.

Sometimes, I feels like poking someone and make them laugh.

Sometimes, I would love to go for some good food with good company.

Sometimes, I just feels like lying on the bed and sleep like there is no tomorrow.

Sometimes, I feels like typing some crap out like what I am doing right now.

Sometimes, I like to view back some pictures and smile.

Sometimes, I just don't feel like talking to anyone and being quiet.

Sometimes, I just feel like going somewhere far and never come back for a moment.

Sometimes, I feels like being alone and alone.

Sometimes, I just want to keep smiling and smiling like a retard.

Sometimes........

AND

Sometimes, I got tired of typing and rather keep everything in my mind.

Good day!

I WANT

2010-04-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

I want to go for to somewhere for vacation. NOW!

I want to go for cycling. NOW!

I want to play sports. NOW!

I want to sweat. NOW!

I want to say goodbye to the dark circles. NOW!

I want everyone to be happy always. NOW!

I want to heal the world. NOW!

That's what I want for now.

K, thanks. bye.

Insanity.

2010-03-22T05:17:00.000+08:00

Age is of no importance unless you are a Cheese.

It was 4 in the morning and I was looking for something extraordinary to do since I was bored and can't sleep. Was inspired by a friend of mine, thus pictures taken.

Don't care whether do I look good. Don't care what you thinking.Don't care. Don't care.

I mean it's 4 in the morning and people don't look good all the time.

and and I am having fun while doing this.

Sick sucks! I hate to speak with the manly voice and medicine are really gross!

P.S: How old do I look by the way?

Beautiful nightmare.

2010-03-17T11:52:00.002+08:00

If you're lucky enough to be different from everybody else. Don't change to be the same.

So now, tell me. What is the meaning of different.

You know what? I think I am slightly different then.

Why? Because I've got experience something different than a normal girl did.

I would like to thank to my fats.

Without them, I am not the Jialin, you see today.

So, this is a post written by me about one of the chapter of my life.

A chapter of my life that I hardly talking about, because it was a nightmare.

Probably the worst nightmare ever in my life.

So, this was me. Picture taken during the first day of school. This is exactly how I looked like when I was thirteen. Very terrible isn't it?

If you think it is pretty terrible, how do you think about the feeling that the person in the picture.

She felt even worse.

She have no self confident, probably has the lowest self esteem ever but she got to be so tough with a very positive attitude because of her gigantic size and ugly look.

There are a long list that she want to do but can't, or hate to do but have to do.

1. She loves to dance, but she don't dare to do it because she scared people might laugh at her.

2. She wants to wear dress but her ugly manly look doesn't allow her to so.

3. She loves shopping but knowing that she can't fit all of them. She gave up on shopping.

4. Shopping are not fun at all, because she can't haunt for the clothes she like but the size that could fit her, which is XL, or sometimes worse XXL.

5. She has to act like a tomboy although she is a very girly girl.

6. She has to finish up all the leftover of food for people due to her gigantic size although she is fulled.

7. She has to be strong, thanks to her gigantic body size.

8. She hates to look at the mirror because she is ugly and look completely like a guy.

9. She can't cry, because big size girl can't cry. Nobody will care and sympathy you anyway.

10. She hates to take pictures because she don't want end up scare away people and also herself.

11. She can't join the girls talk about girly girly thing because she is basically not a girl due to her size.

12. She can't wear high heels but only slipper and sport shoes.

13. She stays home most of the time although she really loves outing.

14. Sometimes, she scares to enter the public toilet because people might thought that she is a he.

15. She might seems happy all the time but deep down in her heart and soul, she's not.

Basically, she can't do what a normal girl can.

Sigh.

Life is pretty sad and terrible but this girl here is special.

She is one cheerful, talkative and happy girl.

She has a very strong belief in miracle, magic, fairy tale and most importantly herself.

This is not the life she wants, knowing that she could make a change, she take actions.

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams.

Live the life you've imagined.

So this is her after a year. The result are pretty sweet although she is still chubby, or another word FAT.

She became popular, but that's not the point.

She became more to herself and she is very happy about it.

Although she is still the fattest among all her friends but she don't really care about it anymore because she is happy and in love with the new her.

Do you know what is the most annoying thing ever?

To me, it will be girls talking about fats.

I mean you're already skinny or thin or light enough, why are you still complaining about it.

I personally thinks it is pretty fake and annoying.

I mean come on, I am way fatter than you and I should be the one who complain about it first, not you.

GIRLS. tsk tsk tsk.

The French say fat is flavour !!

So if you are a little fat, its alright. Because you are juicier that way. ( Quoted by a friend of mine)

Be happy with yourself.

When the nightmare is finally over, I've learn to love myself, appreciate things more than anyone.

I love to take pictures because I feel pleased and glad whenever I see a pretty me in the picture.

It's like some compensate I got from myself after the terrible nightmare.

And this is the current me, Just Jialin.

Don't stop believing and never ever gave up, because the best are yet to come.

Everyone is beautiful. So, Be you. Find you. Be happy with that.

Belief make things real.

Just in case you need reminding, my reader.

You're beautiful and always wonderful and probably the most awesome person I've ever know.

Have a nice day. *wink

Photos

2010-03-04T04:14:00.001+08:00

Right now, I wish to have a huge teddy bear beside me so that I can hug it whenever I want.

And roses for me and feel loved.

Or a pet! I saw a huge husky the other day and I want it so much. Oh, sigh.

I love pictures.

To me, pictures speak more than words.

You can rewind what is happening at that moment by looking at pictures.

Amazing, isn't it.

Looking back to this picture make me smile.

Make me rewind how is my Year 2010 Chinese New Year. It was complicated but memorable. I love my family.

Picture taken while I'm on the way back from JB.

I feel peace by looking at the sky and clouds movement.

Was competing with someone from Penang and see who will be home first since the duration taken is the same and I won.

Spot the connection. Love this picture because everyone is unprepared.

A picture of me and my V.I.P. Love her but she loves me more because I am her V.V.I.P.

The old me with blue lens. 02022010, a date to remember.

The very first meeting with the one who managed to cherish me up when I'm down.

The W.H.Y.

26022010, Time flies and I've changed once again.

Say Goodbye to fake Blue lens and back to the original me.

Original is always the best to me and I am officially back to my China Town if you know what I mean.

It was a day to remember.

Tesco, Belaian Jiwa, Chinese Sausages Omelette and Fried French Bean is love.

I camphore almost everyday.

Definitely not self obsess but to remember the ME of the day.

Was exhausted after sports and so there is no posing on the picture. LOL.

Sorry if the picture scares you.

The hair is getting longer and thicker and I have no idea how to deal with it.

Sometimes, I feel like chopping all of them off and be Bald because the weather nowadays is so bloody HOT!

I love every picture of us.

Each picture captured every moment, happiness, love and lastly, everything about us.

I love Yeow.

Life

2010-02-27T19:50:00.000+08:00

Take chances, take a lot of them.

Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with whom, it always ends up just the way it should be.

Your mistakes make you who you are.

You learn and grow with each choice you make.

Everything is worth it.

Say how you feel, always.

Be you, be okay with it.

:)

2010-02-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year was good.

Loving it.

Hakuna Matata.

W.H.Y

2010-02-10T00:11:00.001+08:00

Life is so unpredictable.
Loving it because it is so much fun.

Sometimes, I really amazed by the chemistry of love.

Really. It just happened without telling you when, where and how.

Some random and spontaneous moment of us.

In the car.

Come. Let's go and pay Madam Tee ( Our standard 5 & 6 English teacher) a visit.

What?!?! Why so suddenly? LOL

I don't know. I just suddenly feel like paying her a visit.

Okay...*Can't stop laughing/smiling about him being that random.

It have been 10 years.

We're both really young that time.

Knew each other through Madam Tee's tuition place but we never talk before.

Our distance is so far yet so near.

To me, He is the bad boy because Madam Tee always claim that he is very naughty that's why have to quarantine at the staircase all the time. haha

To him. I am the hardworking and quiet girl because I was so busy finish up all the work that teacher appointed to me.

Watching the teacher walking out from the house, with her husband carrying their cute little grandchildren.

Make me realized a lot of things.

So much changes in 10 years yet something are still remains the same.

Hang out at her place for quite a long time, catching up and talking about the past.

So funny when she asked whether are we dating with each other and compliment about him to me saying he is no longer a bad boy but a very good boy.

I laughed.

Treasured every moment when we're together.

It's priceless because it's filled with so much happiness and love.

You are the one. W.H.Y

Look after my heart, I've left it for you.

I see you.

2010-02-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

Life is great so far. Loving it. Wink Wink.

I love my life.

I am now a very happy girl.

xoxo

Forever.

2010-02-01T02:54:00.001+08:00

Happy girl. :)

I LOVE YOU.

2010-01-25T07:52:00.001+08:00

It's not that easy to win over a girl’s heart. You can’t just look into her eyes and say ‘I love you’ and think she’ll instantly fall in love with you. You have to get to know her and show that you love her just the way she is. You have to be able to handle her when she’s mad, comfort her when she’s sad, and leave her be when she’s feeling independent. You don’t have to buy her the most expensive gifts all the time; as long as you mean everything you say and keep all the promises you make, you’ll be okay. So don’t rush things, take your time. and when you finally do tell her that you love her, make sure you truly mean it. Because chances are she needs another broken heart like you need a hole in the head. :)

My chemical romance

2010-01-21T11:25:00.002+08:00

Everything in life is temporary, because everything changes. It takes great courage to love someone knowing it might end sooner or later but having faith that it will last forever.

P.S: Thanks for the roses. You are so romantic and sweet. xx

MORNING!

2010-01-15T06:10:00.004+08:00

Morning, everyone. It's 6.10am and I feel fresh!
Woke up at 5am and it was good.
It is a good because everything seems to be so perfect.
Prepare breakfast. Jialin's homemade organic soya and Egg sandwiches for the family.
In between, online, reading news, facebook and blog.
OMG! Can't believe my life style is so healthy lately. *applause to myself.

I shall leave and started to doll up and HELLO, Friday!

Have a wonderful Friday and Weekend, people.
Tonnes of love from me to you. xx

:)

2010-01-09T02:45:00.003+08:00

The mind is like Parachute.
It doesn't work unless it's OPEN.

Someday, someone might come into your life and love you the way you’ve always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish. :)

Watched Avatar and The Princess and The Frog the other day and it was AWESOME!
Have been shopping a lot lately and I am loving it.
I wish to have Doraemon Three Dimension Door
Chill Pill should be invented for peace.
Am disappointed about the society these days.
DIET!

Life is getting sweeter and sweeter and I am LOVING it!

Never knew I needed.

2010-01-07T09:37:00.004+08:00

Always do what you want, and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.

My life is so far so good. Am loving it because I know the best is yet to come.
The greatest thing in life is just to love and be loved in return. ♥

Ne-Yo. Never knew I needed.
Love that song because it sing completely how I feel right now.

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (Oh yeah)

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh yeah yeah)(Ooh yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh yeah yeah)(Ooh yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (Oh Oh)

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

My accidental happily (Ever After Oh Oh Oh)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (With your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter (Oh Oh)

You're the best thing I never knew I needed (Oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (That I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always

Who'd knew that I'd be here (Who'd knew that I'd be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (So unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (Hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

You're the best thing I never knew I needed (Said I needed oh oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (Needed oh)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Baby, baby
Now it's so clear I need you here always.

Good day, people! xx.

I need help!

2010-01-04T02:08:00.003+08:00

Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

Thanks for the Cookie Man.
It made my day. xx

Sad to say that my sleeping routine is turning upside down these days.
Sleep at 6am and woke up at 1/2/3pm. FML!
I need to adjust my life routine back to normal ASAP or I'm so going to get all screw up!

But..the problem is..

HOW ???

The end of 2009

2009-12-30T15:21:00.002+08:00

The year 2009 is about to end and I would say I've walked the year 2009 with no regrets.
I'm glad to end the year 2009 with a beautiful mark in Dubai.
Thank you, You for being the best part of 2009.

In 2010, I just want everyone to be happy.
Life is short, so live as if you'll die tomorrow, dream as if you'll live forever.

Wishing you a very Happy New Year and may all your dreams cone true in the year 2010. xx

Hohoho.

2009-12-24T01:28:00.003+08:00

Don't dwell on the past.
Your history can't be erased, but your future has yet to be written.
Make the most of what's going to happen instead of worrying about what you can't change.
Don't waste your time being sad, because you're wasting away moments in which you could be happy.

It's Christmas Eve and I gotta have a feeling that it will be awesome!
Wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. :)

Can't wait for the year 2010 to come. *wink

Hakuna Matata

2009-12-22T00:30:00.004+08:00

Love is beautiful.
Holiday is fun.
I am loving it.
Cheers for life, shall we?
Wish you guys a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Bye Malaysia. *waves

2009-12-14T13:46:00.003+08:00

Bye Malaysia. See you next year.
Yes, people. I am so excited + happy right now.
Why?
Because I am on my way to DUBAI!
So stay tuned for more.
Love ya all. xoxo

I love my life.

2009-12-12T19:35:00.004+08:00

I've smiled to many people for more than a billion times; but when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time. :)

The best things in life.

Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
Going holiday with love and have great time together.
Being random and spontaneous.
Appreciate and be glad for everything you are having.
Making new friends and spending time with the old ones.
Sing song whenever you feel like.
Spending quality time with the special one.
Holding hands with the someone you care about.
In love.
Happiness that made you keep smiling.
Laugh out loud with a bunch of people you treasure.
Knowing that somebody misses and loving you. :)

Life is great. xoxo

My love

2009-12-08T22:45:00.003+08:00

Miss my gummy very much. heh! xoxo

Life is unpredicted, so live every day as if it were your last and then some day you'll be right.

Love + Happy = Me

2009-12-05T21:02:00.003+08:00

Happiness is like peeing in your pants.
Everyone can see it, but only you can feel its warmth!

P.S: I love my life. xoxo

MYBF

2009-12-05T00:42:00.001+08:00

Random? Spontaneous?

I like. *wink

Wink!

2009-12-03T03:19:00.004+08:00

Sometimes you don't know what to say even if inside you really want burst out your feelings.
Well, at least it happened to me when I blog in this blog.
I wish I could express my feelings out and tell the whole world that I love my boyfriend very much. Opps!

Let's forget about it, shall we? :)

Life is sweet so far, teehee! xoxo

December

2009-12-01T13:25:00.004+08:00

Life is not measure by the amount of breaths you take, its measured by the moments that take your breath away.

It's December and I like it.
I gotta a feeling that my December will be very exciting. *wink wink.

Happy Holiday, people! xoxo

Sometimes

2009-11-29T15:56:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you’re afraid to become a couple because you are afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever. :)

Jialin's masterpiece

2009-11-29T15:14:00.004+08:00

Sick!

2009-11-28T15:04:00.003+08:00

Finally, my mom managed to drag me to the doctor.
Have been falling sick for the past few days.
I hate to see the doctor, I hate the medicine!
Got 2 types of gigantic pills to swallow and cough syrup ( I hate that the most) !!
Gross!!!! Yuck!!!

Off to bed.

Good day, everyone. xx

P.S: Great time with mom. It's like we are going back to the past, wink wink. except that the doctor didn't give me vitamin/sweets before I leave. :(

I want my Gummy!

Random thoughts

2009-11-26T02:12:00.003+08:00

I like the night. Without the dark, we’d never see the stars.
The night is silent and peace.
Listening to my favourite playlist, chilling down and analyze what I've done for the whole day.
Learning mistakes and smile for happiness.

You know what? Life is simple.
I mean It could be simple, like a retro pop song. “I love you. You love me. We are happy family” boom, end of story. We all live happily ever after.

But it’s never really like that, is it?
Us human just love to add more and more 'spices' to make the song interesting, which mean longer lyric and it became so complicated!

I don't like it because I am not good in memorizing. *Grumpy.

Life

2009-11-25T08:48:00.003+08:00

The important thing is to not be bitter about life’s disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. and recognize that every day wont be sunny. And when you find yourself in the darkness of despair remember, it’s only in the black of night, that you can see the stars.

And those stars will lead you back home. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wished for. Maybe you’ll get more than you could’ve imagined. who knows where life will take you, the road is long.

and in the end, the journey is the destination.

So, live life. Love ya. xx

Wink!

2009-11-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

Life is sweet. Loving it. xx

Random thoughts

2009-11-22T13:10:00.005+08:00

.
Music is a total constant. That's why we have such a strong visceral connection to it, you know? Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song says the same, just like that moment. :)

L.O.V.E

2009-11-20T18:23:00.005+08:00

Life is great. I love it!
Even the cracker that I ate was meant to be loved.

Thanks for making my life so wonderful.

Good day, people. xx

Life have been so lovely

2009-11-17T15:12:00.002+08:00

Some things are hard to write about. After something happens to you, you go to write it down, and either you over dramatize it or underplay it, exaggerate the wrong parts or ignore the important ones. At any rate, you never write it quite the way you want to.

What I want to say as in a conclusion will be.

Life have been so lovely, great and happening so far.
I am loving it. :D

xx

remarkable.

2009-11-15T23:43:00.002+08:00

To forget somebody isn’t possible. Deep inside, you remember everything. You may not think of them for years at a time, but you don’t know how to forget. You can recall the way they smiled when they were happy, and the way their face showed no expression when they couldn’t find their way.

One morning you wake up, and he’s not the first thing on your mind. And then a few weeks down the line, you realize you’ve made it through half the day without thinking of him. Sometimes it takes months, sometimes years, but eventually you reach a point when you only think about them occasionally. You manage to do this because you don’t see them, you don’t hear about them, and you try not to think about them. And then you bump into them walking down the street, or someone unexpected mentions their name… and the memories come flooding back.

I've missed you today.

Dear Dad

2009-11-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

This post is specially for you, Dad.
Before you start scrolling down and read.
Please wait for a few minutes.
Go and get yourself a drink or something.

happiness

2009-11-07T15:51:00.002+08:00

Boo! How's your day, people?
Mine was just fine, I think.
Will be better if I could lose some weight. teehee!

Watched Time Traveler's wife and it was awesome!
I want to watch it again, anyone?

P.S: I am happy to see you very happy right now. ( Your this sentence just made my day, TQ)

Have a great weekend, xoxo!

Expect the unexpected.

2009-11-05T11:30:00.002+08:00

Life is always so unexpected and wonderful.
I like it.
Have a nice day, people. xx

Hello, world.

2009-11-03T20:48:00.002+08:00

Life is great and beautiful with lots of love.
I have decided to make my blog into two. (General & Private)
This will be the general one, of course.
To view my private blog.
Send me your email and viola.
Have a great day, people. xx

Change

2009-11-01T09:42:00.000+08:00

If you don't like something, change it.
If you can't change it, change the way you think about it.

Love, Jialin.